it wasnt love but

Now i realize, late as usual, that it wasn’t love but it felt a lot like it,

It wanst love, but it hurted a lot, made me happy, made me sad. It wasn’t love but it was damn hard to let it go, and I stick to it, even though I could loose myself in the attempt,
It wasn’t love, I know it because of the scars in my arms, I’ll never be able to erase them, it wasn’t love cuz love doesn’t make those type of things.

It wasn’t love, I know it because I had nothing left by the end of the road, not even a simple definition of what I am, I became in (no se si se escribe in, Mena, corrigeme en privado) an extension of you. I know it cuz I strongly believe that love is forever, like energy and it transforms itself into a beautiful nonsexual feeling, but when you left all I could keep was a bittersweet taste in my mouth, a huge emptiness and two arms covered with blood.
It wasn’t love but it looked a lot like it, they were so similar… Now I can say that I forgive you, and my ego too. We forgive you for all those nasty things you said to me, for calling me pathetic, selfish, jealous, and ridiculous. I forgive you for the good things too. For the sunsets that we saw together, for the walks around the park, for the stories we wrote together…

I forgive you,

It wasn’t love cuz I can say Im sorry by myself, cuz im sorry oh so sorry for being a refugee in your arms, cuz it wasn’t your fault at the beginning. I can say im sorry too, even though it hurted, looked, smelled, felt, disturbed and broke my heart as love would do…no, it wasn’t love…

Starfish*

p.s: mandar correcciones gramaticales a mi mail porfi

soundtrack: Angel, Sarah Mc una vaina rara, cancion vergonzoza para Mena and I

p.s.s: Jade aparece, miss u girl!!!

p.s.s.s: esta sera la ultima vez que escribo el tema, cerre mi circulo con una pared de bló de 8 y par de plaiuuu (me encanta escribi esa vaina mal)

de mi felicidad

Estoy feliz porque recien encontre a alguien que me quiere tal y como soy, parte por parte, no en vano luzco un anillo en mi anular izquierdo pero demosle tiempo al tiempo,

quien diria que lo unico que necesitaba para salvarme era amor, cuidado y... buen sexo

Estoy feliz, me quieren en la medida que yo quiero y hasta creo que un poco mas

Tasmy

p.s> muerete de envidia maldita perra asquerosa....DIE

de la playa y el boche

Ayer me fui pa la playa con Lil Anne y todo parecia un maravilloso dia normal hasta que me llego un msg poderoso

y señoras y srs el el boche k c me pego no fue chiquito, todo porque Lil Anne tambien era mujer, jijiji,

shit, toy caliente y me arde toda la espalda,

les cuento despues


ay mena!!! ese gimnasio poderoso haciendo efectos letales, ayyyy k pasen los meses, ja!