what if it hurts???

What if I leave?
What if I dont?
What if I die?
What if I dont?
What if I confess?
What if I lie?
What if I cant remember?
What if I never forget?
What if I keep feeling guilty?

...

I'll never comeback
Ill keep the same shit
They will be better
I will make more mistakes
Theyll know the truth
Theyll hate me more than they do
Ill be so much better
Ill die in my very own sadness
Dont know what I will do if I keep feeling guilty...